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because having you was a dream;
loving you was my make believe
didnt wna think of losing you
but i had to face up to reality
wishing you were always here
wanting to hold you fast
; once upon a dream
i neverr had a dream come true

moments of slience
and fun times i neverr had
was shattered with my heart

i couldnt rub my tears away ;
cos only you
could take me to my wonderland

anything i always wanted
was everything to ourselves
come on overr
to my once upon a dream

if time would just stop
i'd fall
and you'll be there to catch me

the memories i want to own
all in the clasp of your hands
please bring me home

- i want you cause no one else
can replace you
youre my fairy tale ;;

_____ii llurfe yoo_____

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name:reen 
age: 14+ 
school:chij st nicholas girls' 
birthday:11.nov.1990  
class:sec 3 justice`04  
church:vfc//region 7 d8  
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hey. thanks for coming. please go sign my guestbook and tagborad and give me your comments. yepp. enjoy yourselves here. loveyou :)

my mood ;

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pics !
me, joanna ,gladdys
gladdys, janice, me
joanna, cecilina, gladdys, me!
joanna, me, cecilina, gladdys
me with this really weird hairstyle
faceless, ghostly me !
me in a ugly dress
me trying to look old

me!! kidding..this is my sis.. look alike?
me in old-looking shirt
horror!! sis and i

me with japanese hairstyle !!
haha
my self portrait!!

me again!!
me in school uniform
me in school uniform (side view)
a hand print that i made

bar code created by me!
that's all for now!!
if you have more pics of me, please send them over!!
thanks !!

keep the happy moments with youu forever (:
this was proudly
brought to you by :

_____one and only_____
reen ng- ©
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reen's tagboard
wanna make a tag board?
nAmE

e-MaIl

mEsSaGe(smilies)

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Saturday, July 09, 2005
 still far from being close ;


this

blog

is

officially

closed ;

FOREVER*


so please dont ever bother to come back again :)
dont waste your time
i've seriously given up
cause it's such a waste of time


 I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 3:02:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
 still far from being close ;

hey. i didnt wna let you guys down.. so right now im working on my new blog and my current blog.. so for now dont tag or anything cause im editing everything.. as in totally create my own skin.. haha. trying really hard but still need more time. haha. kk. i got to go now.. more work! if you wna drop a message then go to www.sleepingirl.signmyguestbook.com and sign my guestbook! thanks! love ya.


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 9:46:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Monday, October 25, 2004
 still far from being close ;

er.. really dont know what so say. just bored, bored and REALLY BORED!!! but i got something really imp to say. muhaha. anyone interested huh? oh well.. i bet your are- since you are still reading. ahaha. ready? well.. take your calender here.. and count 16 days from today onwards. which is from 25 of october la. haha. yepp. so 16 days to get ready for you know what la. anw, i wna post a msg specially for jessie lim zhe xi. uh huh. i love you girl!! and im gna miss you like nobody's bussiness... BUT!!! let the hinges of friendship not rust!! yepp. and let the wings of SISTERLY LOVE not loose a feather!! ahaha. but yea. we'll still keep in touch!! and we'll meet in time.. FOR SURE.. and for eternity after we meet.. wait wait.. does it sound right? haha. sound like im dying.. or you're dying. ahaha.. oh well.. i'll try ta dream of you in the day and in the night! yepp. you too!! uh huh. im really gna miss you alot alot alot alot!! you've been the bestest of the bestest jessie!! the best best BEST! no other jessie can beat being you! ( not saying there is another you.. ) but still!! YOU'RE THE BEST! yea. alright. enough of these mushy stuff.. look! everyone's crying! they are just so touched by my speech. okay. here's a tissue. ca mon. dry those crocodile tears.. sniff... let's change the sub.. hmm.. oh!! about my NEW, RAVISHING, STUNNING, AMAZING, SUPENDOUS, MARVELLOUS, WONDERFUL, BREATH TAKING, GORGEOUS, MEMORABLE, EYE CATCHING, HEART WARMING, LIFE TOUCHING AND MOST AWESOME BLOG...... it'll be opening in november!! yea. all tab's fault. * points to tab accusingly. haha. she la. go on holiday. so she cant help me do my background. boos :(
alright. i think that's all FOR NOW. tune in again k peeps? i know i getting more lor sor by the post.. but hey. who cares? as long as it's posts from me, why not? they all rock the same. haha. kk. enough of all the crapping.. which most of them are FACTS.. i got to end here liaos. i know you guys are so heart broken. but dont worry! it aint the end of the world! reen's gna live long long.. so you'll keep hearing from her! uh huh. dont fret.. * shakes head.. i have to part now.. haha. kk. sorry for all the ego-ness. haha. and if you're still reading this. you rock. haha. thanks for ta han-ing my crap. eep. hehhs. alright. zai xian babes! :)) ( no offence to the guys.. i know you're no BABE. haha. )


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 5:42:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Thursday, October 14, 2004
 still far from being close ;

heyy peeps! i know you guys really wna read my post. but then this blog is dead! it's the end! uh uh.. no hope.. sigh. haha. k. let's not talk negitive! rmb last sunday? haha. away you negitive spirit!! haha. mad. anw, as i was saying.. im gna make another blog which is about to be opened!! wee!! i can feel your excitement already! hee. im excited too! you must be thinking like.. woah. FINALLY. haha. yea. i very lazy. hee. pig. haha. alright. i got to end here.. mum nagging ( as usual ) haha. that's why mums were created. oopps. naughty me! talk bad about my mummy. tsk tsk, you all must teach me more human values!! haha. yea. good night! sleep tight! and dream of me!! hee. if not the bed bugs will come.. and bite bite bite!! haha. kidding. kk.. i very lor sor. just now until now still saying my goodbyes. haha. oh wells, take care and cont to tag mua! i'll open a guestbook soon too! wee!! getting more excited? same here!! ok ok.. really really got to end.. man.. my mother's really good at nagging! a professinal already! oh man.. see la. i still talking.. shut me up please someone? hee. k. god bless ya! (: mwacks. see ya ard! take care!! eh? did i say take care alredy? hmm.. i think i did.. aiya! stop liao.. fingers! stop typing! eh! i comand you to stop!! not listening?? must beat you!! haha.. stupid. brain! stop thinking what to type!! haha. ( if i suddenly stop thinking, i'll be a BAI CHI! ) haha. kk. my fingers are finally tired! whew.. at last.. alright.. bye!!! take care!! ( not again??? ) haha. mum still nagging.. sigh.. my life?? kk.. got to stop here!! really really have to stop. sorry babehs! haha. bye!


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 1:36:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Monday, May 03, 2004
 still far from being close ;

heyy.. i damn lazy to post my blog.. haiiz. and i konw the only reason peeps wna come my blog is ta read my post.. and i have nothing to post!! arggh... fine then. i shall officially cancel my blog!!! ahhh!! okok.. that's too harsh.. i shall.. hmm.. put more stuff into my blog.. ya.. then i'll have it uner construction!!! yess!! i wont open my blog in the june holidays!!! yep... so..


annoucement: ahem!!!!!! my blog will be closed in the june holidays!!! hahas. ok.. who am i kidding.. who is going to care? hahas. ok. bye.. i love me. hees.


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 4:10:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Wednesday, April 21, 2004
 still far from being close ;

heyy... im like finally posting on my blog?? since... long long ago... mans.. so hard to keep up.. hehs. anw, thanks for tagging me.. i know i have'nt link my gb cause this is a new layout.. i'll link it soon!! but im making another blog.. yepp.. cant waits- ahaha. anw, the NE trip for the loyality girls turn out.. pretty good.. but yet pretty bad.. hahas. they came back with mild dirroea? like.. half of them went home early the next day.. then guess what... history test was postponed to thurs.. then later on weds.. [which is today] they said that some ppeps have'nt recovered.. then the test postponed to next thursday!! so h a p p y!!! history so heavy siazzzzz... hahas. that kelly.m also got.. then she was like sent to moh to listen about bloody watery stools ahahas. so lame.. hee hee. schol's fine.. just that michelle.. ai yo... keep turning back.. then janice really don like her.. then keep scolding.. **** like.. err.... well, cant blame her la.. alot of pple also don like her.. hahas.. i also cant stand her at times.. oohh... kkaes.. got to go now.. parents say i slacking.. heh. anw, i love my life!!! :x


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 9:58:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Thursday, March 04, 2004
 still far from being close ;

the little girl with the YELLOW umbrella

And that was the very last time I saw her..

It was a rainy day. The clouds were black and threathening. The thunder roared and the lightning crashed noisly, sending streaks of bright light arcoss the whole sky. Wet and drenched, i held my bag closer to my chest, panting harder with each step I took towards home. I went through the back alley. And there was where I saw her. No one had heard of her ever since. But there she was. Just infront of me frozen in her mid tracks. She had escaped.

I stoped and looked up, still catching my breath. The rain contiuned pouring down mercilessly on us. It was then i caught her smile. She laughted haughtedly. Holding the yellow umbrella, she threw down the picture of her parents, and stepped on it. It got soaked and the colours fadded. Just like her life.. fadding as she was growing deeper into her nightmares. I saw her tearing it up with the tip of her ragged and worned shoes as she meanced in agony. This was one of the unusual time where she tore up one of the only things she had left with her. In anger, in fustration.

She stopped, and the water that gathered at a corner between the walls came scampering down. It took the shredded piece of the pulp that the picture had became and brought it into the drain. Under her breath she muttered: " Monsters. They destroyed me. My life.. " At this moment she look up, staring straight into my eyes. I lifted up my hand, stretching it out to her, asking " why did you fight with fate?" Her anger melted and tears welled up in her eyes. She was tormented. She had suffered. Brusies were everywhere on her arms, legs and faces. Dispicable. They were Dispicable animals.

As she reached for my hand, a strong gust of wind blew. Her beloved Yellow umbrella ripped. She screamed, letting go. She knelt down, burring her face in her hands. It was gone.. the only thing that was with her every time she was beatened, raped, starved or mistreated. Her emotions stired up strongly as she wailed helplessly. She picked it up and held it close to her heart.

I looked down at my own feet and thought about love. What did it really mean? It was nothing to her.

Then it happened. She suddenly stood up, still wepping. Dragging herself over to the edge she said her last words: " mend my umbrella for me because no one can mend my heart.."

An abstract taken from "Sold" written by Reen Ng L.Y [[ copyrighted04` ]]


 I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 3:14:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Monday, February 16, 2004
 still far from being close ;

oh lookies. my blog is so super pretty still as ugly as before.. haiis. man. i can never get this rights.. oh oh! i know what im missing. hee hees. im missing my super creative skills that i once had people's comments!! hahas. ok. so what are you waiting for? hurry help me larrs! post your comments today at my guestbook.. just right over there.. see it? yeas. okays. better go.. it's dinner time. oh btw, my blog's clock the am and pm is opposite. hahas. ok byes.


 I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 7:17:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 

Sunday, February 15, 2004
 still far from being close ;

hee hee... this is the second day of my new blog. hehs. so headache nows... cause the more i look at my blog the more i hate it!! and it's so troublesome!! got to edit so many things. haii. anw, thanks for coming. hope the blog is not too straining for your eyes!! im still working on it!


I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 5:42:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__
 


still far from being close ;

heyy. haha. i have'nt told anyone my new blog yet.. except for janice, gladys and joanna. haha. well go sign my guestbook!! i know it's too pink.. that's why im still working on it!
hee hee.


 I got the adoptable at www.neopets.com/~himildle! mwass - reenie made a wish and blew out the candles at 5:17:00 PM

 __not ashamedd__